Sometimes there’s a certain restlessness that goes along with unstructured time. A need to do something, an anticipation of what will come next. There’s a knowledge that something big will happen, but not what, or how, or when. Time seems to stretch out logarithmicly; a stretching laced with fear of the unknown future. It’s a persistent tremolo, an unrelenting\u00a0vibrato that’s just out of reach. It’s a slow ascent up the scale, octaves and octaves until it feels like there is no more music left; it’s a crescendo that electrifies, and terrifies, and shakes.<\/p>\n
It’s an emptiness that’s so filled with something that it’s almost unbearable.\u00a0Almost.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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